I was depressed, I was sick, I was tired and exhausted, I was burned out. I had given too much to people who just did not know how to support themselves, let alone how to support anyone else. Back to back clients for months and months on end had left me hollowed out and running on empty. I was a grumpy mother having no time or energy to spend with my three year old, at least not on the level that I knew she deserved.
My cell phone had been stolen by some little punks. I had tried to do something good in my community which had just ended up with me sitting alone in a cold and derelict building, in a shitty derelict part of town, surrounded by sad downtrodden colonized defeated people, energies and places. I hate shopping malls. Yet here I was going to ‘work’ next to one every day. I love good coffee. Yet here I was drinking bad coffee every day, and paying over $5 per cup for the privilege. What I had tried to do, did not work. I wasn’t happy. The joy had left my work and my day to day life.
I wanted more than that. I was sick of wearing track pants and camping jackets every day just because it was consistently so damn cold every day for MONTHS. I was sick of banging my head against the same wall. My inner state was not improving, in fact it was deteriorating.
I was surrounded by people who had accepted their fate, assimilated into the system with which they found themselves a part of. No one understood me, no one could see who I was inside, I was misjudged, maligned and slandered. No one seemed to want anything beyond the same same boring stale and unchallenging standard of life that they had found themselves in by birth or accident.
I no longer wanted to go to the one and only same bloody cafe. I no longer wanted to see the same bloody people doing the same dumb ass things, in the same same same place where I grew up and had already given the large majority of 32 years. I WANTED MORE! I WANTED THE WORLD!
I had already had a taste for it. I KNEW that there was more to life than this! MUCH MUCH MORE!! I wanted to go and do my thing, my BIGGEST things, the HIGHEST most GRANDEST things I could possibly do. I was at least going to TRY. I could not continue to rot inside, the seed of my soul receiving very little sunshine or water, struggling along, merely surviving. No, no, no, I wanted to THRIVE.
I wanted to SEE WHAT THE FUCK I COULD DO.
I wanted to see WHERE THE FUCK I COULD GO!
I wanted to TRY SHIT OUT AND SEE WHERE IT WOULD LEAD ME!
I wanted my daughter to experience the wonders of the world that I had already sampled. I did not want to continue eating the same old thing for dinner anymore! I knew that there was an entire smorgasbord out there waiting for me if I only took myself to sit at a new table!
And now here I am, drinking coconuts, trying SO MANY NEW THINGS. Writing being one of them. Coaching being one of them. Creating new businesses at the glimmer of an inspiring thought. Why not? I have the freedom to TRY. And so do you!
What do you think you could TRY if only you LET YOURSELF?
What would YOU do?
The track pants and shopping mall life is just not for me. I was not born to stay in the town of my birth surrounded by the same people, doing the same old shit for my ENTIRE LIFE! No, no, no, I was meant to experience much more than that! I was meant to DO THINGS! I was meant to MEET NEW PEOPLE and to consider DIFFERENT WAYS OF THINKING AND BEING in the world.
I was meant to be stretched, and challenged. And most probably SO WERE YOU! If you are reading this far, it is most certainly likely that YOU WERE ALSO BORN FOR MORE THAN WHAT ‘THEY’ TOLD YOU TO ACCEPT! And so you can, and you could and I WISH THAT YOU FUCKING WOULD!
Are you ready to stop doing what they told you that you ‘should’?
Join us and liberate your mind! Try something new, start your own online business, travel the world, see just what the fuck it is that YOU COULD DO IF YOU GAVE YOURSELF HALF A CHANCE!
And while you’re at it, stop hanging out with those muggles, and start hanging out with more like minded high vibe individuals that have the ability to pick up what you are putting down! We see you, we get you, we understand your frustration and pain and burning desires!
Come into the fold, and claim your place on the THRONE OF YOUR OWN LIFE!!
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